Sex, Drugs, and the Life That Almost Killed Me
The addiction that almost killed him became the story that could save someone else. An unfiltered memoir of addiction, collapse, and the faith that rebuilt everything — told by a cycle breaker who turned pain into purpose.
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"This isn't a polished recovery story. It's what happened before redemption. And what came after."
Maybe you're the high-performing professional who has everything on the outside and is quietly falling apart on the inside. Maybe you're the parent who has spent every resource trying to save someone you love. Maybe you're the one who needs saving.
Families break. Trust disappears. People vanish emotionally long before they disappear physically.
Matt Grace lived all of it — the lies, the manipulation, the destruction, the spiritual emptiness. Then came recovery. More than twenty years later, GOD Doesn't Relapse tells the story most people are afraid to say out loud.
In this gripping and unflinchingly honest memoir, Matt Grace takes readers inside the chaos, compulsion, and collapse that defined his spiral into addiction. He lays bare the layered dependencies that stole his dignity, the recklessness that shattered the lives around him, and the spiritual reckoning that ultimately saved him.
You may flinch at the destructive, manipulative person he became — but you will just as fiercely root for the man he is now.
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"Matt has a unique ability in connecting with younger addicts. God spoke through him in a way I was able to understand and trust. I am now 26 years old and have been sober 2½ years."
"Addiction is an enormously challenging problem, especially for family members who have no experience in this area. Our decision to hire Matt was clearly the right one, and my entire family and I are extremely grateful for the help Matt provided. I couldn’t more highly recommend Matt to anyone who needs help through the difficult path to sobriety. He has a gift in reaching people."
"Having seen Matt work with others has cemented my understanding that if someone is lost in their addiction, he can be an invaluable resource for sobriety."
Tell the truth — to yourself first, then to everyone else. No more hiding.
Own every decision. Stop blaming. Start building.
Turn your pain into purpose. Your story can save someone else.
The life you were meant to live — on the other side of everything you've been through.
"Tell the truth. Stay accountable. Serve others. That's the only way to stay free." — Matt Grace
GOD Doesn't Relapse launches everywhere books are sold on August 11, 2026. Pre-order customers will have their copies shipped on or near launch day. Single unit orders typically arrive within a few days of release.
You can pre-order at Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Books-A-Million, Hudson Booksellers, and Bookshop.org. The hardcover is $28 with a price guarantee. Click here to go to the How to Order section and choose your preferred retailer.
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No. Matt Grace does not treat addiction and does not provide medical or therapeutic services. He does not accept commissions or referral fees — ever. He provides clear, direct guidance for families navigating addiction and recovery, helping them identify enabling patterns, establish boundaries, and align with ethical professionals.
This book is for anyone touched by addiction — the high-performing professional carrying hidden collapse, the family member who has exhausted every option trying to save someone they love, and anyone who has ever wondered if it's possible to turn pain into purpose. If you've been waiting for a story told without filters or excuses, this is it.
Yes. Matt speaks to churches, recovery organizations, treatment centers, corporate wellness teams, conferences, and family offices. Submit a speaking inquiry here or contact [email protected] to discuss availability and topics.
Yes. We offer three exclusive bulk packages for organizations, churches, and recovery programs — the Recovery Leader (25 copies, $997), the Transformation Package (50 copies, $1,997), and the Legacy Package (100 copies, $2,804). Each includes consultation and keynote options. After completing your pre-order, you’ll be redirected to a page where you can explore and claim these packages. You can also view bulk package options here.
Raw. Real. Redemptive. This is the book that families navigating addiction have been waiting for.
Honesty. Accountability. Service. Freedom. Order your hardcover today for $28 and claim your free bonus content.